I’m not good with words. So stupid for falling for someone who are already with someone (though not married yet, Thank God). But still My Bad. I don’t want to be THE OTHER WOMAN. Shouldn’t have known or guess. Didn’t have the courage to ask. Well better safe than sorry since I didn’t have to heart to tell. Better still, let it just end.

This song lingers in my head rite now..Better ‘mandi bunga‘ owh..Don’t want to have more bad luck throughout the year.. Soi je!!! Now I’m focusing my mind and my whole heart to WORK, WORK and more WORK!!!!!!

I DIDN’T MEAN TO MAKE YOU MINE

Don’t give me a second chance
It’ll be the same
You will be the consequence
And I will have the pain
You are something else I have
I have to survive
That is why I say
With tears in my eyes

I wish I never opened up my heart
I didn’t mean to love you baby
I wish I never let it get this far
I didn’t mean to love you baby
If I could have a single wish
I’d turn back time
I didn’t mean to make you
I didn’t mean to make you
Mine

Don’t look at me like I’m mad
I thought you would know
I was getting way too sad
It was gonna show
There was no way I could hide
I could hide the truth
So I took the risk
And fell for you

I wish I never opened up my heart
I didn’t mean to love you baby
I wish I never let it get this far
I didn’t mean to love you baby
If I could have a single wish
I’d turn back time
I didn’t mean to make you
I didn’t mean to make you
Mine

I didn’t mean to make you hold me
I didn’t mean to get so lonely
I didn’t mean to say all this to you
I didn’t mean to make you need me
I didn’t mean to love you like I do
Look at what we’ve put us through

I wish I never opened up my heart
I didn’t mean to love you baby
I wish I never let it get this far
I didn’t mean to love you baby
If I could have a single wish
I’d turn back time
I didn’t mean to make you
I didn’t mean to make you
I didn’t mean to make you
Mine..

P/s: Guess I was lonely..I should be better off alone and mind my own business. Should stay focus to achieve my 2009 resolutions

Guess you must be wondering what or who is ToTo?? My sisters suddenly had a craze for pets after they paid a visit to a pet shop located somewhere in Sibu Town and fell in love with a Shih Tzu puppy. One of them bought Toto a Shih Tzu for almost RM700 including its food, toys, home (cage) and vaccinations. Hmmm…guess it cost more cause my sister refuse to say.

Here’s some facts of Shih Tzu I would like to share. I have been having conversations on Shih Tzu with my sisters for months. Finally we have one of our own heheh… Toto aka Mr.Tots

I’m Mr. Tots aka ToTo

Mr Tots aka ToTo

Shih Tzu

The Shih Tzu is also known as: Chrysanthemum Dog

Fast Facts

Group classification: Toy	Country of origin: China and Tibet	Date of origin: Antiquity
Weight (M): 9 - 16 lb	Height (M): 8 - 11″	Life expectancy: 11 - 14 years
Weight (F): 9 - 16 lb	Height (F): 8 - 11″

1. General Description of the Shih Tzu

   The Shih Tzu is one of the most popular of the Toy breeds. It is well known for its long, flowing, luxurious hair, which covers all of its body. It has a round head, pleasant expression, and large, round, dark eyes. Its ears are large and covered by the coat. Shih Tzus are very small and compact in size, with a broad, deep chest. Their tails are curved and covered with fur. Shih Tzus can be any color, and tend not to shed. Their hair is in fact a double layer, with a woolly undercoat below the longer hair. Shih Tzus are small dogs, and are slightly longer than they are tall.

2. Shih Tzu Temperament

   Shih Tzus are known for being sturdy, attentive, energetic, and responsive dogs. They are best suited to being companion dogs, and are generally easy-going and affectionate. When in a playful mood, Shih Tzus can be feisty and mischievous. Because they are alert and attentive dogs, they make good watchdogs who are fond of barking. If surprised or startled, they can be snappish. Shih Tzus love attention and being spoiled. They are very clever and can be trained, although they are known to be stubborn and a trainer consequently needs to be very patient. Shih Tzus generally get along well with other pets and older children. They do not do well with babies or toddlers, as they have a strong sense of self-importance and can be jealous of little children.

3. Caring for a Shih Tzu

   Shih Tzus are fairly easy to take care of, as they do not require a great deal of exercise. If the owner chooses to keep the hair long, it will require careful daily grooming. If not groomed regularly, tangles and painful mats can develop. Many owners tie the hair on the top of the Shih Tzu’s head into a distinctive topknot so that the dog can see more easily. The hair can, however, be trimmed in order to keep grooming needs to a minimum. Most Shih Tzus enjoy outside exercise or simply running around inside a house or yard. Their eyes are sensitive and need to be cleaned regularly. Known health issues in this breed include canine hip dysplasia, renal dysplasia, entropion, progressive retinal atrophy, trichiasis, patellar luxation and portacaval shunt.

My friends and I been going around looking for nice place to hang out and have lunch.. There were lots of tryouts sessions since Friday. Well we normally opted for Sukma Ria just to have lunch but this time around we found new place called Bimmerzs situated nearby Gita traffic light and been going there TWICE TODAY!!!

Here’s the food we’ve tried :)..Well just free promos just to share

Azlan’s Nasi Ayam

Din’s Mee Kari…Nice

The food at Bimmerz was overall ok…got varieties and just choose where you hearts desire yUmmY!!!

When I reached home last Sunday, my parents were at the backyard.  They didn’t realize I had safely arrived.  I was quite sleepy when I was driving home from Kuching to Sibu that day. Tired and so much to think I guess.

My dad kept me some durians from our very own orchard….Had some and this is one of the huge ones and the fruits were all yummy!!!!!hahah….I ate so much until I had bad tummy ache that nite…I love durians Yummy!!!

One of the huge durians

Do you ever believe in love at first sight? hahaha…I do…I fell in love with there cute creatures hahahaha…..RABBITS….

Well I was driving on my way home to Sibu when I stopped by at Sri Aman Junction just to take a break after 3 hours of straight driving…I was a bit late since I had to stop in Serian for couple of hours and I was way behind my schedule…As I park my car, I saw these little creatures RABbits…So adorable…huhu..wish i could take them home…

Little turtles hahah…used to have these… =)

I saw this awesome man carrying this motorcycle off the express boat all by himself just by laying it carefully on its shoulder upon our arrival to Kapit from Sibu last 24th October 2008. While I was climbing up the stairs I saw him at the jetty steadily carrying a medium size refrigerator..and Now a motorcycle..actually two to be exact…This is what I called hard labour…My salutation to you man..you are a Superman!!! Your family must be so proud of you.

Oppsie Dassie..The man almost lost his balance while trying to climb the stairs but he managed to balance himself

We are glad its finally over and we did our best to make everything possible..but no harm for us to have some fun after the event rite .. No grudges against those who felt uncomfortable with our presence. We are just doing our part of job and we too want to make the best out of it.

Yeay!! Its over…Time to Celebrate =)

Finally the long awaited event of the year “LAYAR BESTARI 2008 AKA WAYANG PACAK” finally took place on the 27th October 2008 in Kapit. After being postponed for four times since April, I can’t recall huhu…the Minister finally gave in and spare some time for Kapit.

The team from HQ arrived on the 24th to monitored the whole event. At first the proposed location was at Padang Majlis Daerah Kapit situated next to Dewan Suarah. However, after the little screen was put up at the field on the 25th..literally speaking well it is small..even the banner was bigger that the screen. After much consideration and consultation from the top management. It was agreed that the proposed location was not appropriate and was immediately shifted to Kapit Town square which was situated at the heart of little Kapit town. The technical team unloading the screen components

The little Screen after been shifted to the Town Square

The New Location Kapit Town Square

We did all the preparations..but to our dismay..most of the local staff was not helpful at all. I had to find my own initiatives just to find extra trays for the souvenirs. Luckily I was the type who like to ask around..Alas I managed to borrow from KPSU without hassle. I just don’t know what to say anymore..Just want to get over with it..The whole team faced the same problem and what we did was just do our part and make sure everything turns out well at the actual event. We hardly had enough sleep for the whole 4 nights in Kapit. We even had to stay until 3 am just to redo one of the functions seating arrangements and the staff didn’t even bother to tell us that they had sent all the invitations with fixed table stated on the card. What a waste of our precious and energy..and had to wake up early the next morning!! Damned!!!

27th October 2008
On 27th, we had rehearsals in the morning then i had to rush to the jetty to welcome the Minister who was supposed to arrive at 3.30pm but end up two hours late..As they reached later in the evening after a late departure from Sibu. The Minister was too occupied playing golf hahah…We had to wait for two hours for the boat to arrive..what a bummer!! huhuhuh…free free sunburn under the scorching sun..phew!!!
The Layar Bestari 2008 aka Wayang Free @ PacakAlas the big long awaited moment has arrived…The Minister n the entourage arrive at approximately 8.30pm…once the VIPs finally settle down..out of the sudden the chaos begins..Our planned grand launched was immediately destroyed…All our effort, and all our hard work and pre planning for the launched..Every single bit was a big waste!!!…

The launched was only mere words of Thanks from the MInister in Iban!!!…What a big disappointment!!! Well what the heck..Saya yang Menurut Perintah!! There’s nothing much to say and do..so the 500O crowd who were flooding the area and the stage immediately after the announcement..

Well I don’t call that a Launch and my main concern was to get over with it..And finally the event was quite successful and ITS OVER!!!! HUHUHU…That What Matter the Most!!

What a week!!! I’ve been doing almost nothing for about 3 weeks before and after raya. Well not nothing actually. I still managed to complete few instructions by my superior even though I just don’t feel like working at all.  Well, Saya Menurut Perintah..Am feeling so down..down..down and down..Just wondering what is wrong with me!!! Here’s my short recap of this week’s activity.

1. Again…Raya Visits
This whole week, I been continuing my raya visits to my boss’ house and my staffs. It was enjoyable, at least managed to take things off my mind for awhile. Well I guess throughout this raya overall my raya visits are about 20 houses I guess..Didn’t really kept track of it..Overall the visits though it didn’t last long enough but at least I managed to laugh and relax just for a well. Then when the day ended, I’m back to my remorse self back home feeling empty. And that’s I guess is my daily routine since then well the incident.

2. Peek A Boo - Myvi - I see U..
Yesterday was enjoyable, my colleagues and I well the only the three of us after our final raya visit. :)I was bugging my colleague to go to Perodua Showroom to have a peek at the new MyVi. I was excited to see the new MyVi SE..sort of like a make over. It was beautiful well I like the features..I like sports cars a lot..I have a passion for cars I just don’t know why!!! It may sound weird but I don’t care..Overall I love the features of the new Myvi except for the back light. I find it quite ugly..They should have put the round lights instead of the current one..Its crystal but the lights features look weird.  One more thing, I don’t like the car’s rim. Too heavy I guess..In some ways it makes the car look ugly. If you change it to chrome rims, then it would look nicer hehe..Just a suggestion!!!

Just drop by at www.perodua.com.my and have a look.

3.  My Compaq + Broadband = My Life Saviour

Since I got myself a notebook and a broadband, my after work life’s been better. Well since the incident, I kept to myself more and only hang out with my colleagues who happens to be my only friends around. I stopped going out for hangouts like I used to. I still drive around when I’m bored BUT, only I stopped going to places where I used to hang out…I decided to wipe out the memories and move on. The End

Now I spend most of my time going online and downloading songs and blogging ehheh..and playing online games just to kill the time before bedtime well other than reading of course These inventions are amazing and where was I before only come to realize it now…Damn slow of me..hehe…Guess was too occupied before to realize all this. My CPU is running low of course heheh…I’m getting forgetful as well..ooh HELP!!!..

4. An Eye Opener - Makes My Day, A Woman’s Worth
As I was doing my daily routine of browsing through the websites, I came across few quotes from a website that really makes my day hehe….I like to share with u some of my favourites…

This is the best luv it...hahah….Cool Eh!!!

Girl Power!!!….Yea….
And These really makes me think… Nice…hmmmm….

Been there..Done That heheh…

People who did all these are great and so creative!!! Amazing isn’t it???  Somewhere or somehow the thoughts really makes my day…It’s only a beginning of a new chapter in life and will not end there just yet.  Only my another less exciting weekend just ended…..there’s more to come….Tomorrow?? Come what may…